i was a fool, you were my friend..

don't know why i can't keep up with this shit, ever. my bad.
not much has been going on. actually, that's a lie. everything's completely changed over the last 4 months or so. but i guess that's how life works out. lately i've had the shittiest attitude towards so much stuff. i start classed in less than a month, and already don't give a shit about them. whatever though, only one year and i'm out.
i'm tired of shitty people. and how i somehow always end up letting them get involved in my life. i'm real tired of people who cannot mind their own business. and i'm also really tired of people who say shit they don't relaly mean. people need to learn to just be honest from the start, so less people get hurt. on the plus side though, i've kept that tie severed with the people i wanted to for the most part. almost let 'em back in, then realized what i was doing. now ive just let new shitty people in, WOOOO. nahhhtt.
whatever. ranting about things won't change anything.
i got back from south carolina beginning of this week, which absolutely ruled. and i wouldnt mind if i were still there. but that was basically just a week escape and now things are back to the same exact way before i left, and that really sucks. im gonna be in ocean city for the next week, so that's pretty sweet. but when i get back, i gotta try to get serious about shit. and i really don't wanna. :[
anway to sum this up, i really don't care about anything.