Guess not.

I'm really good at pushing away and ruining the good things I have going for me. And not even intentionally, I just suck that bad.


But anyway, classes start tomorrow. I'm pretty excited for it. I'm actually gonna go & do good this semester, so I can get outta here when it's over. The hard part is really just going to be staying focused/motivated. I spent the weekend at ESU. It was a lot of fun, and I met a lot of really great new people.
I don't have anything else to write about because my life is boring.
Give me friends, please and thanks.

Done

With everything.
Goodbye.

Distance

Keeping my distance from everyone & everything for awhile, except a select few.

I simply want

nothing to do with you.
Ever again.



And this time, I'm 100% serious.
See ya.





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I don't have any shit going on to write about in this. I spend most of my time with Dan, Kevin & Dan. I don't really want "winter break" to end because I dont want to go back to classes. & Dan and Kevin leave me. :( buuuut uh yeah & ive been working my butt off to save money. Integrity & Pulling Teeth tomorrow with DOM! :) yay! Uhhh, I'm going to Iowa in like a month, holla.
I'll update sometime in my life maybe, IDK IDC.

all you need is love, is a lie.

It's sometime after 1 in the morning, I'm not sure of the exact time because my clock on my computer is so wrong. But that doesn't matter. It's sometime after 1, and I have to be up at 5:15. Sweet life. I don't think I could even sleep right now if I tried. I have about 83293820 billion things running through my head, and I should have known this would happen. Nothing ever changes. And that is what I cannot stand. Seriously, sometimes not caring about something is way harder than caring about it is.



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i dont even know why i'm writing this.
it will not change a damn thing.
i need to get out of here.
and away from everything.
soon.

2009

blows already.
and i'm only 2 days deep.
fuck it.