I simply want

nothing to do with you.
Ever again.



And this time, I'm 100% serious.
See ya.





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I don't have any shit going on to write about in this. I spend most of my time with Dan, Kevin & Dan. I don't really want "winter break" to end because I dont want to go back to classes. & Dan and Kevin leave me. :( buuuut uh yeah & ive been working my butt off to save money. Integrity & Pulling Teeth tomorrow with DOM! :) yay! Uhhh, I'm going to Iowa in like a month, holla.
I'll update sometime in my life maybe, IDK IDC.

all you need is love, is a lie.

It's sometime after 1 in the morning, I'm not sure of the exact time because my clock on my computer is so wrong. But that doesn't matter. It's sometime after 1, and I have to be up at 5:15. Sweet life. I don't think I could even sleep right now if I tried. I have about 83293820 billion things running through my head, and I should have known this would happen. Nothing ever changes. And that is what I cannot stand. Seriously, sometimes not caring about something is way harder than caring about it is.



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i dont even know why i'm writing this.
it will not change a damn thing.
i need to get out of here.
and away from everything.
soon.

2009

blows already.
and i'm only 2 days deep.
fuck it.

Finally free from the ups & downs

Christmas was good. Same as most years. Got a lot of cool stuff & things I wanted/needed. So I was happy with it. Spent time with my family during the day, then spent the night with a group of people I really enjoy being with. And then yesterday was alright. Worked all day then went to Cro Mags with Liz & Mariana. By far one of the best shows I ever went to. So many kids came out for it and the show itself was nuts. Missed bad seed & the mongos bc everybody in the city likes to drive 6 miles an hour when I'm in a rush. Made it just in time for wisdom in chains which made me happy because i dont care what anyone says, theyre one of my favorite bands live. death threat was tight tooooo. and words cannot even explain cromags. afterwards headed to applebees with some of the greatest friends ever, who i missed more than anything.
this is boring, i suck at this.


but things are looking up.
happy birthday, little sister. i love you!

merry christmas

i could care less.

Changed

my mind.